Goodnight darling, I've had enough
I've sold my soul to the devil himself
I thought we were a match to light a fire
But you were just so full of petty desire
I bargained more than I could take
Love never quite fit into this place
Tonight we slept in the shadows of past
Once vision of mine too perfect to last
I used to love you to death, but what could I know
I was stupid enough to reap what I sow
The fate of two lovers to apart in their worlds
Is like teaching a man to become a girl
A plethora of wants and dreams emerging from my head
Were soon to be discovered better off dead
You left me no choice, I know I've made a mistake
The love you expressed to me was absolutely fake
The more I wanted it the more it shown
And the hatred for myself continued and grown
An empty handshake with Satan, he said
A blood oath colored black and red
Is what I need for a lustful cure
To the heartbreak you brought on cause you just weren't sure
And I walked on down the roads of agony
This aching heart bringing on more tragedy
This promise I bought into- no emotional state
Brought onto me feelings I was forced to hate
No love, just lust- from hearts to dust
The once shiny gold is now turned to rust
I fucked up badly, but I want this to end
And finish this dream of you becoming my boyfriend
I'll end this balled with a line or two
From a poem once written by you
"That those who have never experienced it
Shall never be able to understand it..."
