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 Sometimes I find myself back at the start

laying on a slide in a playground at dark
The transition to autumn brings a chill to the bone
But warmth from your embrace makes me feel at home
Though we didnt know each other long you brought a connect
And to me everything that was you was perfect
But it wasnt fair to anyone to put you on a pedestal
And the fear of losing what I thought was pure proved to be regrettable
I squeezed the air out of what life we had
And you turned away not saying a word of how you felt and why
As my walls of comfort are being torn apart
You speak, "all you need is love" while you break my heart
I'm still not sure what you meant
But just know to suffocate you was my never my intent
How come love was was all I needed while I thought that I did
Maybe you just never knew, or felt to the extent that I did
How could I know for sure when weve sat in silence
Your feelings are locked in a chest that is your heart
I could never hate the person I saw at the start
Whether or not that's still you, you're a light to whoever knows you
And maybe I was a dark point just passing through
I've accepted that you've chosen to forget