Inspired By the Inane Distance.

I'm sitting here, trying to write something beautiful
But it's difficult to do when nothing compares to you.
You're not here at the moment, but far away
Across the sea, an ocean, or a massive piece of land.
I guess it doesn't matter, distance is inane.
Still, it's tough not seeing you when I please:
A strain on my heartstrings, causing pain
But when I see you, God, the heavens open up
The worst is behind me, and there's nothing left but you.
I don't know how to explain this in person:
Whenever I wanna say something, you take the words away
Leaving me speechless where I am.
Maybe it's a mix of everything about you
And you don't even realize what you are to me, or do you?
I fear falling in love because of past events
That should be left behind in the shadows of yesterday,
But I don't fear it right now, because for the first time,
The actual first time in my life,
I feel like this is right-
The right place, the right time, the right person.
And I still can't believe you're here in my life.
What did I possibly do
To deserve you?
To have you?
I'm only myself, nothing more.
Yet, somehow you take that. But why?
I find it truly amazing that you think of me.
You're far beyond perfection-
I'd take a picture, but it won't do any justice.
To have you here in my arms would be the equivalent of nirvana.
The beauty of the moon, stars, and sun have nothing on you.
And I'm not trying to flatter you,
Simply stating facts.
I wish at 11.11 for three different things:
I wish that you were here with me,
But distance is a bitch, and so are superiors sometimes.
I guess they just don't understand-
They probably never will.
I wish you could attend the same college as I
But your destiny can only truly be decided by you
And I won't ask you to give up anything that you dream.
I wish that you'll never leave.
However, if you ever wanted me gone, I'd understand
And I'd leave without drama or spite.
My words, typed out after written out
Inspired by you.
Goodnight.
And don't let anyone ever tell you you're worthless,
A fuck up, or anything less than perfect-
Because you truly are
And anyone who can't see that is far too blind of the truth.
Til we see each other again.
<3