Blood Oath Colored Black and Red

Goodnight darling, I've had enough
I've sold my soul the devil himself
I thought we were a match to light a fire
But you were just so full of petty desire

I bargained more than I could take
Love never quite fit into this place

Tonight we slept in the shadows of past
Once visions of mine too perfect to last
I used to love you to death, but what could I know
I was stupid enough to reap what I sow

The taste of two lovers too apart in their worlds
Is like two immensely different thoughts being twirled into one

An empty handshake with Satan, he said
A blood oath colored black and red
Is what I need for a lustful cure
To the heartbreak you brought on cause you just weren't sure

And I walked on down the roads of agony
This aching heart bringing on more tragedy

This promise I brought on- no emotional state
Brought onto me feelings I was forced to hate
No love, just lust, from hearts to dust
The once shiny gold is now turned to rust

I fucked up badly, but I want this to end
And finish this dream of you becoming my boyfriend

I'll end this ballad with a line or two
From a poem once written by you:
"That those who have never experience it
Shall never be able to understand it"